It's true. Yesterday I floated around on Cloud 9 because we had skyped with B in the morning. B always wants to interact with Avery. Yesterday he asked him to sing "Open the Eyes of My Heart" to him. Avery and Amelle sang it, then they all goofed around. B and his Kolfe friends laughed as they watched Avery, Amelle, and Amaya drag each other around the living room. We had a lot of laughs yesterday; it's beginning to feel more natural, like family time.
Then today came and my heart ached. I miss him. I want B to be here, in my living room, playing the stupid game where the kids drag each other around the floors with Maya riding on their bellies. I want all of us to be together.
Then I got an e-mail and it made my heart sing praises. I am his special gift?
No, he is mine.
How are you doing today? I am doing great. I got the package that you send for me. Thank you very much. The shoe that you sent is fit for me. Generally I love all things. We had a nice Christmas. The special thing that I got for this Christmas is you. This Christmas was so different for me. Because God gave for me the sweetest family. I don’t know how I can express about you. I love you very much.
Mom, I was very happy yesterday skyping with you. My brother and sisters are so funny. I love them a lot.
Ok mama knows that I am thinking of you and all of my family. I love you and miss you a lot. I can’t wait up to see you in person. I am praying about it every day.
Love your son B.